well i didnt know that i was gay until just a few days ago when an old family friend of ours came to stay . i noticed after about an hour that he had continually kept looking at my crutch. we were all on the beers and it actually got me a bit excited that i had noticed him doing this. i decided to ask him to keep drinking with me when everyonr else had went to bed. i asked him if he wanted to go for a walk somewhere and we went down to the hay shed, and i was right he was keen, very keen.... we had great sex for the next hour, and i said right then and there that i would never sleep with another woman again...